[Serious] Self Introduction as of 7 Mar 2016 (WIP)

7 Mar 2016: Going to be mostly copy paste because I am weak and need my sleep, as of writing, the time is 11:30pm. This is adapted from my self introduction in Japanese, with key information left out because I wish to maintain some form of anonymity.

Hajimemashite, I am 18 years old now. My birthday is on 29 October. 

I live in a HDB. I am a private person. I use the PC for up to 14 hours a day during holidays and I do this since Secondary 1, which is why I feel like I am a teenager in a 60 year old body because of this sedentary lifestyle. Although I am a teenager, I still feel that I think like a 14-15 Years old in some areas like socialising/talking with other people, compared to the people around me. 
For example, I need to invite one of my friends to my house/to the arcade to be considered a "socialising moment" which is something a child or pre-teenager age (12-14) would do.

I am an only child; and because of my low self-confidence, I am a hikikomori. 

(see post #2 for elaboration/explanation of a hikikomori) 

I am often sad because I am bad at time management. On the outside, people think I am happy but I am actually sad inside.                     
(because I did not put in enough effort in my studies)

However, I want to keep trying to improve myself. 
(^ because I believe in the Japanese concept of self improvement or "改善/Kaizen", which I learnt about in my first year of polytechnic.)

I am studying Business at (a) Polytechnic.

I like anime, computer games, and window shopping.

I like to watch CSGO because it is interesting (to me).

It is interesting as it is motivating (for me).

I study from Monday to Friday. I wake up every morning from 8am to 11am.

I like studying about history, and I especially like war related history, you know!
I used to watch an insane amount of war and military documentaries when I was young.
I also like guns and am very interested in them, although I do not know much.

But, I like world peace.

By the way, I can understand a little bit of Japanese, but I am not so good yet.

But (although) Japanese is hard, it is interesting.
Right now what drives me is watching Counter Strike Global Offensive (electronic sports) and anime, these two seem to breathe life and soul into the empty shell of a human I am.

It is a pleasure to meet you.
I want to be the next LKY if possible, to lead Singapore to SG100, but its going to be extremely difficult.

My family consists of myself, my father and my mother.
My mother has depresssion/bipolar disorder.
My father has lower than average interaction skills.
Both of them have short temper issues at times.
HOWEVER, I WOULD LIKE TO STRONGLY EMPHASISE THAT THEY ARE EXTREMELY CLOSE TO GOOD PARENTS, although many people argue that is what most children would say of their own parents.

Tbh I think I have absolutely no need for social media, but I treat WhatsApp like Twitter :v

To be continued definitely.