Dear Mr/Ms (who is reading this letter)
I don't know how long I will live because of my extreme sedentary lifestyle(spending up to 14 hours a day on the computer since Primary 3), but as a teenager at the time of writing, I am worried about the future of Singapore. I don't know if I will live to see SG 100, but I really hope Singapore gets to see SG100.
I have heard rumours of a brain drain, whereby Singaporeans who are capable of migrating overseas are migrating overseas in the numbers. This may also be the reason why there might be a strong possibility that around 40% of all Singaporeans may not be born in Singapore in the future.
I would like to strongly reiterate/emphasize here that we should embrace this racial diversity, but I just find it sad that if such rumours are true. Then, there's nothing much we can do about it, because its their choice. I just find it sad that so few people like Singapore, but I can understand why they don't like it, because its a highly fast paced, stressful and competitive place to live in. Moreover, it feels like we live in a culture of fear, fear that if you do the wrong thing, you'll get into trouble.
It feels that once you slow down, you won't be able to catch up....
We, as one people, one country are in a very problematic situation, because on one hand, we need to make sure we continue to stay relevant in order to maintain our independence, but this means we suffer in terms of our own happiness, as shown in why Singapore is one of the most unhappiest places to live in, and our probably rising mental illness cases..
What I'm hoping for is we slow ourselves down slightly, to make us as a population happier, but enough to stay relevant so we can keep our independence....
I speculate/expect that if we cannot maintain our relevance, we may potentially fall under the influence of China, considering majority of our population are Chinese, the worst case scenario, being a satellite state of China.
Its also sad that few people are willing to enter politics, because we really need another man similar to LKY to guide us towards a possible SG100.....
Most of the time (85%), I'm so afraid to express my opinions openly because of how limited our freedom of speech is, but I don't know, I just hope nothing goes wrong with this post.
I sincerely apologise if anyone feels offended reading this post.
Regards,
UnknownHikikomori. :(
To be continued.
Saturday, April 30, 2016
Thursday, April 28, 2016
[Serious] Koyomimonogatari Episode 006 - Watch Koyomimonogatari Episode 006 online in high quality
Koyomimonogatari Episode 006 - Watch Koyomimonogatari Episode 006 online in high quality
When you think about it, this episodes makes us wonder that if the supernatural and unknown is really mysterious and scary or its because its been talked about so much that the placebo effect comes in.
[A placebo is a simulated or otherwise medically ineffectual treatment for a disease or other medical condition intended to lie to the patient eating it. Sometimes patients given a placebo treatment will have a perceived (feel/believe) or actual improvement in a medical condition, a phenomenon commonly called the placebo effect or placebo response.]
(From Wikipedia)
When you think about it, this episodes makes us wonder that if the supernatural and unknown is really mysterious and scary or its because its been talked about so much that the placebo effect comes in.
[A placebo is a simulated or otherwise medically ineffectual treatment for a disease or other medical condition intended to lie to the patient eating it. Sometimes patients given a placebo treatment will have a perceived (feel/believe) or actual improvement in a medical condition, a phenomenon commonly called the placebo effect or placebo response.]
(From Wikipedia)
[Serious] Koyomimonogatari Episode 003 - Watch Koyomimonogatari Episode 003 online in high quality
Koyomimonogatari Episode 003 - Watch Koyomimonogatari Episode 003 online in high quality
9:45:
Moral: Sometimes we need to think of countless explanations/views to something we might find odd/scary/mysterious in real life, rather than just think of the most common views and then just conclude its scary/supernatural.
9:45:
Moral: Sometimes we need to think of countless explanations/views to something we might find odd/scary/mysterious in real life, rather than just think of the most common views and then just conclude its scary/supernatural.
[Extremely Serious] Feelings of being mentally ill.
Brain feels hot/giddy, like an increased pulse rate as though your brain is beating like a heart.
Headache/giddy/uncomfortable.
Forehead feels hot.
Sometimes aware of what is going on to you, ie. know your condition is triggered, but cannot do anything about it. eg. Keep being easily frustrated at parents despite they trying to talk to me normally.
Panic Attacks eg. Biz Statistics Final Exam, describe how I actually all the while A, but final exam because of the time limit and etc, crumbled under pressure and got over around 60-80 marks wrong.
Ears getting hot, mind getting hot, cannot think properly.
- I have been bullied from primary - secondary school, and am still facing problems socializing and talking to others to this day.
- I have an extremely low self esteem/confidence, and I tend to feel tired very easily nowadays
- I tend to get extremely anxious around people, with sweaty palms, feet and so on.
- Recently, because of the stress of me being in the final year of my polytechnic studies, I seem to have a much shorter and worse temper.
- I feel depressed around 85% of the time
-I have difficulties concentrating on work at home, but not at school.
29/4/2016: I turn off the alarm, but my mind keep hearing things all the time (not just this specific example) eg. my mind keep "hearing" the alarm go off, my mind keep "hearing" people call my name, especially my mother, and hearing other things. > extreme fear of doing the wrong thing> was brought up and exposed to this perfectionist attitude.
28/5/2016: I lied down in bed, but my head couldn't stop turning left and right, a situation where I experienced before 2014-15 when I was stressed again.
To be continued.
Headache/giddy/uncomfortable.
Forehead feels hot.
Sometimes aware of what is going on to you, ie. know your condition is triggered, but cannot do anything about it. eg. Keep being easily frustrated at parents despite they trying to talk to me normally.
Panic Attacks eg. Biz Statistics Final Exam, describe how I actually all the while A, but final exam because of the time limit and etc, crumbled under pressure and got over around 60-80 marks wrong.
Ears getting hot, mind getting hot, cannot think properly.
- I have been bullied from primary - secondary school, and am still facing problems socializing and talking to others to this day.
- I have an extremely low self esteem/confidence, and I tend to feel tired very easily nowadays
- I tend to get extremely anxious around people, with sweaty palms, feet and so on.
- Recently, because of the stress of me being in the final year of my polytechnic studies, I seem to have a much shorter and worse temper.
- I feel depressed around 85% of the time
-I have difficulties concentrating on work at home, but not at school.
29/4/2016: I turn off the alarm, but my mind keep hearing things all the time (not just this specific example) eg. my mind keep "hearing" the alarm go off, my mind keep "hearing" people call my name, especially my mother, and hearing other things. > extreme fear of doing the wrong thing> was brought up and exposed to this perfectionist attitude.
28/5/2016: I lied down in bed, but my head couldn't stop turning left and right, a situation where I experienced before 2014-15 when I was stressed again.
To be continued.
Wednesday, April 27, 2016
CS:GO sh4kky's 1v5 sawed-off ace
My Russian friend who did this around DMG matchmaking level PogChamp
Sawed Off is one of the most horrible weapons in CSGO :(, and somehow he managed to make an ace happen with it.
Tuesday, April 26, 2016
[Mildly Amusing] How Can You Trick Your Brain into Eating Less?
Too long didn't watch: Use a smaller plate.
THIS IS.... CSGO: INTRO CEREMONY - Playoffs - DreamHack Masters Malmö 2016
I reddit that the intro ceremony for Dreamhack Malmo was awesome, but man, I only got around to watching it literally ten minutes ago, so here it is.
This is eSports. :)
(WIP) CSGO: ECS Season 1: mixwell vs. Liquid
I'm so glad about the growth of CSGO and the overall esports scene.
This post is specifically talking about the potential of mixed teams, this video you see here is actually a player from Spain who signed to a North American team, so can you imagine the possible teamwork,culture, language difficulties initially?
If my memory serves me correct, one of the first few notable mixed nationality/languages team in CSGO, a game where communication is so vital, was ex-Kinguin, who is now known as Faze.
Anyways, to sum up my thoughts, what I'm trying to say is, maybe NA Teams can consider bringing in more European talent to bolster up their rosters, considering the number of Tier2-3 EU teams who are just hungry for sponsorships, and the most of the time, obvious difference in skill that Europeans are better than North Americans, which is also the majority consensus/agreement in the CSGO community.
I feel that this might help the overall scene get better, because lets say more NA organisations pick up European Tier 2-3 teams, NA will get more competitive, which will force the existing NA players to strive to improve and get better with their comms, strats and etc.
The game will also benefit from having a more vibrant Tier 2-3 scene. (more matches being streamed all the time, resulting in maybe more viewers because of an almost 24 hours schedule of watching matches, etc.)
To be continued?
Monday, April 18, 2016
Sunday, April 17, 2016
Friday, April 15, 2016
[Comedical] Good Mythical Morning: 900 Marshmallow Fist Fight
900 Marshmallow Fist Fight in question
PogChamp 4Head
But seriously though, I'd highly recommend subscribing and watching Good Mythical Morning.
PogChamp 4Head
But seriously though, I'd highly recommend subscribing and watching Good Mythical Morning.
CSGO: Potentially one of the most amazing upset/underdog win of March - April 2016?
I woke up today to find out
that Tyloo (from China), extremely unexpectedly won against Luminosity Gaming
(who were the first at the first ever US$1 million MLG Columbus tourney)
:O PogChamp Kreygasm (and its still not enough to express the amount of amazement I have)
... and this previous
reply of mine (around 80% of it) on reddit about Tyloo’s upset win against Liquid came
to mind because it became so much more relevant again:
“Only Asians/Singaporeans
might understand this:
Ang Moh CS (Westerner CS) 4Head
but seriously, n1tro insane
game, fancy1,somebody, and Attacker :o
Our Asian scene have something
to prove and fall back on now! :DDDDDD (hope they don't do bad like Mongolz
though :( )
Indeed, finally Asia (through China) is making its mark on the map of CSGO, hope Tyloo can gain more experience and hopefully qualify for the Cologne 2016 Major, because I'm sure some of us might want Tyloo stickers now. :)
You can see their winning moments above and below to see their amazing run to the playoffs of Dreamhack Malmo 2016, and see how ecstatic/happy they are about making just the playoffs. :DDDD
You can see their winning moments above and below to see their amazing run to the playoffs of Dreamhack Malmo 2016, and see how ecstatic/happy they are about making just the playoffs. :DDDD
CS:GO One of the many examples why CSGO IS BESTEST ESPORT. (Electronic Sport)
One of the many examples why CSGO IS BESTEST ESPORT. (Electronic Sport) despite this being an extremely biased view from me.
^ picture speaks a thousand words and this explains this entire post.
reddit discussion for this
^ picture speaks a thousand words and this explains this entire post.
reddit discussion for this
CSGO: Love THREAT's smile, it gets me every time.
www.hltv.org/gallery/view/62135#r15438680
^ picture of said smile (Credits/ownership of this photo belongs to HLTV)
<3 GOD THREAT :)
His smile makes me feel slightly happier inside each time, its contagious at spreading happiness :DDDD
#GONINJAS
^ picture of said smile (Credits/ownership of this photo belongs to HLTV)
<3 GOD THREAT :)
His smile makes me feel slightly happier inside each time, its contagious at spreading happiness :DDDD
#GONINJAS
(WIP) [Serious] Good day yesterday
*Work in Progress, this might be my first "real/proper" blog post with pictures
Yesterday I was lucky to work under a good manager at my part time job, he was so friendly, and I would really like to work under him again.
I also found it amusing that I was tasked to go to Tampines just to collect one single item to help them with their transfer of inventory.
So in a nutshell, it was a good day of work for me because it was rather easy going and smooth, despite serving only a few customers, and I gained more experience as a retail assistant.
After my shift, I went to kill time at the arcade while waiting for the buyer I was meeting later at around 8.15 - 8.30 pm, before that I ate these to satisfy my physiological need of hunger : :p
SeemsGood (for real)
Yesterday I was lucky to work under a good manager at my part time job, he was so friendly, and I would really like to work under him again.
I also found it amusing that I was tasked to go to Tampines just to collect one single item to help them with their transfer of inventory.
So in a nutshell, it was a good day of work for me because it was rather easy going and smooth, despite serving only a few customers, and I gained more experience as a retail assistant.
After my shift, I went to kill time at the arcade while waiting for the buyer I was meeting later at around 8.15 - 8.30 pm, before that I ate these to satisfy my physiological need of hunger : :p
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| $7 Takoyaki (Octopus Balls) |
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| Croquette (Shrimp & Crab Cream, 2.5 each) |
Despite their DansGame expensive price, both of them tasted really really well:
the Takoyaki Texture was "q" and the sweet creamy sauces were oozing out as I bit into them occasionally.
The Croquette was crisp, and the Shrimp and Crab Cream were also oozing out as I bit into them occasionally. (lazy describe more, just go try them before the Japan (primarily food) fair at Tampines Mall ends at 19 April, not that anyone will read this before then 4Head /s , being slightly self-loathing here :v)
It was a fun time because I had fun playing Project Diva and rediscovered the "Snow White Princess" song I was looking for so long in vain <3 , and (insert Wangan here)
TLDR: It was good day, had smooth work shift, fun playing arcade & settled a business deal for my old childhood toys.
It was a fun time because I had fun playing Project Diva and rediscovered the "Snow White Princess" song I was looking for so long in vain <3 , and (insert Wangan here)
Afterwards, I met the buyer around 8:45pm for the Mighty Beans I was selling on GumTree and
Ayy, I think it was a good deal for both of us:
I sold him like around 5-6 beans, one being the Pharoh Bean which glows in the dark, for
4 dollars and one of his Bakugan (a new series, real one) which I didn't have
(around 7 dollars worth for both of our values traded to each other, involving money and barter trade, swapping his Bakugan for my glow in the dark Mighty Bean)
Furthermore, he's going to buy more from me in the future 😄, he today just see the goods only and buy a few because he not enough money 😂TLDR: It was good day, had smooth work shift, fun playing arcade & settled a business deal for my old childhood toys.
Tuesday, April 12, 2016
CSGO: French Super Team, Please shuffle this way.
Gamers2/G2: (who just got thrashed 16-2 by C\_G (CLG) at Dreamhack Malmo 2016 PogChamp Kreygasm)
Current Lineup:
shox
boddy
RpK
ScreaM
SmithZ
EnVyUs/nV:
Current Lineup:
kennyS (carryS)
apex
Happy
NBK
Devil
Free Agents:
Ex6tenz and other lower tier French Players.
Players unwilling to play with each other:
NBK&Ex6tenz
:)&Ex6tenz
:)&shox
Possible (maybe ideal) Lineups for a French Super Team: (after considering players unwilling to play with each other)
Format goes by "1st Choice, 2nd, etc."
G2 to be made the French Super Team, with shox and carryS on one team.
G2: (- SmithZ, ScreaM, RpK, +kennyS, apex, Ex6tenZ)
shox (for more consistency, and maybe star play)
boddy, RpK (impressive so far, despite playing only a few matches, and for fresh blood)
apex, RpK (apex, for entry and more reliable to some extent)
Ex6tenZ or RpK/NBK (for tactics and being In Game Leader (IGL), or maybe coach and add another player here, NBK can be considered if Ex6 goes to coach)
kennyS (sniper and carryS mode)
ie: G2 Ideal Lineup:
1. carryS (must have)
2. shox (must have)
apex/RpK (apex: for entry and more reliable aim to some extent. RpK: if he continues to improve)
boddy (for new blood,& see above)
NBK (only if Ex6tenZ coach or not in team, since unwilling to play with each other)
Ex6tenZ (5th player as tactician/IGL or Coach)
nV: (-kennyS, apex, + ScreaM, +RpK)
Happy
ScreaM (who might benefit from having a more free for all style under :) )
RpK
NBK
Devil
Free Agents:
SmithZ (WORST PLAYER, KNOWS WHAT TO DO AS A VETERAN, BUT IS SO BAD AND INCONSISTENT!)
Current Lineup:
shox
boddy
RpK
ScreaM
SmithZ
EnVyUs/nV:
Current Lineup:
kennyS (carryS)
apex
Happy
NBK
Devil
Free Agents:
Ex6tenz and other lower tier French Players.
Players unwilling to play with each other:
NBK&Ex6tenz
:)&Ex6tenz
:)&shox
Possible (maybe ideal) Lineups for a French Super Team: (after considering players unwilling to play with each other)
Format goes by "1st Choice, 2nd, etc."
G2 to be made the French Super Team, with shox and carryS on one team.
G2: (- SmithZ, ScreaM, RpK, +kennyS, apex, Ex6tenZ)
shox (for more consistency, and maybe star play)
boddy, RpK (impressive so far, despite playing only a few matches, and for fresh blood)
apex, RpK (apex, for entry and more reliable to some extent)
Ex6tenZ or RpK/NBK (for tactics and being In Game Leader (IGL), or maybe coach and add another player here, NBK can be considered if Ex6 goes to coach)
kennyS (sniper and carryS mode)
ie: G2 Ideal Lineup:
1. carryS (must have)
2. shox (must have)
apex/RpK (apex: for entry and more reliable aim to some extent. RpK: if he continues to improve)
boddy (for new blood,& see above)
NBK (only if Ex6tenZ coach or not in team, since unwilling to play with each other)
Ex6tenZ (5th player as tactician/IGL or Coach)
nV: (-kennyS, apex, + ScreaM, +RpK)
Happy
ScreaM (who might benefit from having a more free for all style under :) )
RpK
NBK
Devil
Free Agents:
SmithZ (WORST PLAYER, KNOWS WHAT TO DO AS A VETERAN, BUT IS SO BAD AND INCONSISTENT!)
CSGO: GODSent Meme
I guess they most likely GODSENT HOME 4Head
But seriously though, they're not out yet, see my previous post on the HLTV preview.
Credits to that unknown Twitch Chat user (for real, I missed his name).
But seriously though, they're not out yet, see my previous post on the HLTV preview.
Credits to that unknown Twitch Chat user (for real, I missed his name).
[Serious] Late for work but...
Clocked in at 12:05, clocked out at 16:15, despite being late by 5 minutes, I feel good about myself because I helped them to solve their product replenishment/restocking problem, making sure that the customers get to see a variety and choice in terms of products offered by removing the excessive duplicates. eg remove 16 GB to restock 32 GB Thumdrive.
Too bad, this won't be rewarded in any way much though (compliment/bonus, etc.) considering its just a part time job, but I did feel good that I was able to think on the go/fly.
Too bad, this won't be rewarded in any way much though (compliment/bonus, etc.) considering its just a part time job, but I did feel good that I was able to think on the go/fly.
Comments on HLTV's preview for CSGO: Dreamhack Malmo
http://www.hltv.org/news/17507-dreamhack-masters-malm-preview
^ this blog posts relates heavily to this great preview before any major tournament HLTV puts out.
How this blog post works:
"Original text from HLTV preview"
My comments
DISCLAIMER: THE TEXT QUOTED IN "__" belongs to HLTV and not me."
That sick reference to Germany's industrial sector though! PogChamp
^ this blog posts relates heavily to this great preview before any major tournament HLTV puts out.
How this blog post works:
"Original text from HLTV preview"
My comments
DISCLAIMER: THE TEXT QUOTED IN "__" belongs to HLTV and not me."
"However, up until the semifinal where his old unsure self
reemerged, Hoag continued to live up to his new-found moniker of
"GODren" and threw a wrench in the Liquid organisation's plans for
roster development."
4Head, it seems like I need to do that CSGO blog post on how Twitch chat comments on a CSGO player's performance, because the way of naming "GODren" was also how I would have commentated for hilarious effect. eg. Godlen (Fallen) Godzera (coldzera) GOD RIGHT (GeT_RiGhT), etc.
"Whether that slump come from Dutchman Chris
"chrisJ" de Jong(who was admittedly in-form at the Major) or from
DeutschländerJohannes "nex" Maget (who seems to at-times struggle in
the big offline games) is uncertain, but it often appears as if the German
machine is not so well-oiled and incongruous, a marked contrast to the home
country's industrial sector."
I totally agree, chrisJ seemed to be in form up until the NiP vs mouz game, where GOD THREAT had an insane performance despite ONLY PLAYING 8 HOURS OF CSGO WITH THE TEAM.
Why? : There should be no way THREAT should have been higher than f0rest (who should be the 2nd best player on NiP)
That sick reference to Germany's industrial sector though! PogChamp
"starix will have to contain the Na`Vi salt factory from
inside the server"
"However, if Ischuk can keep former leader Danylo "Zeus" Teslenko from blowing his lid during the team's in-game communications and develop proper tactical approaches to both of these aforementioned teams, Na`Vi should still take the top spot in their group."
"However, if Ischuk can keep former leader Danylo "Zeus" Teslenko from blowing his lid during the team's in-game communications and develop proper tactical approaches to both of these aforementioned teams, Na`Vi should still take the top spot in their group."
MingLee, I commented previously that I felt and I kind of remembered correctly that Na Vi was a toxic team, this is why the first emoticon that came to my mind was MingLee.
However, I also remember that a few of the CS community also said that starix was a smart player, in the sense that he knows what to do, a trait which sometimes I feel can give you the advantage/edge against a player who has much better skill.
" As for the opening game against Swedish GODSENT, barring a
masterfully engineered anti-strat game by brainiac Markus "pronax"
Wallsten, Na`Vi should flatten the hometown Swedes."
4Head, VAC Ban meme reference there. (witch hunters being community members who suspect and want to prove certain pro players that are cheating)
Underdog Teams to look out for: Tyloo (Clear Top 1-3 Team in China) GODSENT (pronax being the brilliant in game leader behind the dominant fnatic team)
I'm really interested to see what pronax, the brain child behind the dominant fnatic team before the added dennis, which made them into a more aim/skill-reliant lineup can do though.
MingLee
SeemsGood Agreed.
"We were all witness to a raw and touching video released by the organisation afterwards that showed the Astralis players quite distressed after their semifinals loss at the Columbus Major to Natus Vincere, which must have been all the more bitter as the Danes had magically trounced the world's best team fnatic in the quarter-finals the day beforehand."
BibleThump, indeed, I myself though Chokestralis were no more after beating FUCKING FNATIC, THE TOP 1 TEAM IN THE WORLD, ASTRALIS ALSO AMAZED ME WITH THEIR INSANE SMOKE EXECUTES AGAINST NA VI ON INFERNO (a reminder of the CS 1.6 WeMadeFox Korean style), WHICH WAS A CLOSE GAME IN ITS OWN RIGHT. (16-14 or 13!!!! out of a possible 30 rounds in a normal regulation time, ie no overtime)
"After yet another group stage exit at a Major under the
auspices of Kévin "Ex6TenZ" Droolans, internal factions within the
team cried "Ça suffit!" and took down the Belgian leader and brought
in Alexandre "bodyy" Pianaro of LDLC White."
BibleThump, Ex6tenz, one of the most tactical minds in the game doesn't deserve this ;~;
I've been following them since they were Titan at EMS One Katowice 2014, and I agree with a majority of the community that SmithZ should have been the one who got cut, because he's so fucking inconsistent. Read reddit for more opinions yourself to think for yourself though, because again, this blog post is from me.
"If they should lose out in groups again, perhaps the curse
of Droolans will be shown to live on in this lineup."
MingLee
"Both Mathias "pauf" Köhler and Andreas
"znajder" Lindberg (the latter once mythically known as 'schneider'
and apparently a Major winner, so the tales say) have been key drive-shafts in
this team's firepower. Seeing as how this team also features a multi-Major champion
and mastermind in Wallsten, a "Talent to watch for this year" for
multiple years in a row in Simon "twist" Eliasson, and a raw and
unproven player in Jonas "Lekr0" Olofsson, GODSENT could do some
damage in Group B rather unexpectedly."
SeemsGood Agreed.
"We were all witness to a raw and touching video released by the organisation afterwards that showed the Astralis players quite distressed after their semifinals loss at the Columbus Major to Natus Vincere, which must have been all the more bitter as the Danes had magically trounced the world's best team fnatic in the quarter-finals the day beforehand."
BibleThump, indeed, I myself though Chokestralis were no more after beating FUCKING FNATIC, THE TOP 1 TEAM IN THE WORLD, ASTRALIS ALSO AMAZED ME WITH THEIR INSANE SMOKE EXECUTES AGAINST NA VI ON INFERNO (a reminder of the CS 1.6 WeMadeFox Korean style), WHICH WAS A CLOSE GAME IN ITS OWN RIGHT. (16-14 or 13!!!! out of a possible 30 rounds in a normal regulation time, ie no overtime)
"Markus "Kjaerbye" Kjærbye and Kristian
"k0nfig" Wienecke, star aimers of the team and favourites of witch
hunters across the world,"
4Head, VAC Ban meme reference there. (witch hunters being community members who suspect and want to prove certain pro players that are cheating)
Underdog Teams to look out for: Tyloo (Clear Top 1-3 Team in China) GODSENT (pronax being the brilliant in game leader behind the dominant fnatic team)
Saturday, April 9, 2016
(WIP) [Serious] My idea behind why I had a rather happy day today.
I'm tired and I want to go to sleep soon, so this will be a work in progress.
My day started off bad because my mum was expecting some rather unpleasant news, regarding a health report from a scan she did earlier, and being her son I was quite worried for her.
However, I had work to do and I still needed to report to my part time job, so I did just that.
But, I decided to watch some Hatsune Miku Music Videos on the way to work (a source of great happiness, joy and relief for me, since she is my waifu/imaginary lover), and I felt I contributed at work, and had a rather okay/decent performance, despite the sadness I found myself in before going to work (and here is where the Chinese phrase of "Work is work, and personal life is personal life" comes in)
Thus, my theory/idea behind changing a day into a happy day is, you got to have a balance or combination of doing something you like (for me it was watching the music videos) and doing something that makes you and another person happy (in this eg, me feeling that I did a good job at work and maybe the company that hired me feeling that I contributed to the company).
That is all for now.
Regards,
Unknown Singaporean Hikikomori (9th Apr 2016, 10:07pm)
My day started off bad because my mum was expecting some rather unpleasant news, regarding a health report from a scan she did earlier, and being her son I was quite worried for her.
However, I had work to do and I still needed to report to my part time job, so I did just that.
But, I decided to watch some Hatsune Miku Music Videos on the way to work (a source of great happiness, joy and relief for me, since she is my waifu/imaginary lover), and I felt I contributed at work, and had a rather okay/decent performance, despite the sadness I found myself in before going to work (and here is where the Chinese phrase of "Work is work, and personal life is personal life" comes in)
Thus, my theory/idea behind changing a day into a happy day is, you got to have a balance or combination of doing something you like (for me it was watching the music videos) and doing something that makes you and another person happy (in this eg, me feeling that I did a good job at work and maybe the company that hired me feeling that I contributed to the company).
That is all for now.
Regards,
Unknown Singaporean Hikikomori (9th Apr 2016, 10:07pm)
Friday, April 8, 2016
[Serious] Banking Explained – Money and Credit
A very nice video talking about banking, and gives a rather optimistic outlook on it.
Wednesday, April 6, 2016
[Extremely Serious] What Are The Panama Papers?
Too long didn't watch: Data leak on how rich people evaded paying taxes.
This is why I say the ruthless/bad minority of around 10% of the world population makes the world seem like a horrible place to the weak 10% of the global population (which may consist of me).
Dragon Blade Main Theme Song - Heroes of The Gobi《天将雄师》主题曲《大漠英雄》- Jackie...
If I had theme songs, this would be one of them, as it embodies what I stand for as a person.
Check out other songs I like on my YT playlist.
Sora no Otoshimono: Forte (Sub) Episode 011 - Watch Sora no Otoshimono: Forte (Sub) Episode 011 online in high quality
Sora no Otoshimono: Forte (Sub) Episode 011 - Watch Sora no Otoshimono: Forte (Sub) Episode 011 online in high quality
17:35:
As I said a few episodes back, Eishirou the man, he is the strategist, the tactician, the in game leader we all need but don't deserve in CSGO. :( (Gunner Points for getting that reference to a certain caped crusader)
18:52:
Moral: United we stand, divided we fall, we still haven't learnt this as a human race. This is why we have hikikomoris in the world, because of the ruthless/bad minority around 25%, and the silent majority who are afraid of openly speaking against them, making the 10% weak suffer.
As a Chinese phrase goes, "三个臭皮匠，胜过一个诸葛亮。" (literally) three smelly (guys) wins over a Zhu Ge Liang ( a well known tactician during the 3 Warring States)
17:35:
As I said a few episodes back, Eishirou the man, he is the strategist, the tactician, the in game leader we all need but don't deserve in CSGO. :( (Gunner Points for getting that reference to a certain caped crusader)
18:52:
Moral: United we stand, divided we fall, we still haven't learnt this as a human race. This is why we have hikikomoris in the world, because of the ruthless/bad minority around 25%, and the silent majority who are afraid of openly speaking against them, making the 10% weak suffer.
As a Chinese phrase goes, "三个臭皮匠，胜过一个诸葛亮。" (literally) three smelly (guys) wins over a Zhu Ge Liang ( a well known tactician during the 3 Warring States)
CS:GO: Heartbreak - MLG Major 2016
;'( Device was playing so well until he decided to go for the no scope on one of the Na Vi members on inferno.
I still expect great things from Astralis, they really REALLY impressed me with their INSANE smoke executes on inferno, it was nothing like I ever saw before.
Tuesday, April 5, 2016
[Serious] China announces sanctions on North Korea
https://www.reddit.com/r/worldnews/comments/4dfvr3/china_announces_sanctions_on_north_korea/?ref=share&ref_source=link
THIS IS HUGE, CONSIDERING CHINA IS NORTH KOREA'S LAST ALLY.
THIS IS HUGE, CONSIDERING CHINA IS NORTH KOREA'S LAST ALLY.
Sora no Otoshimono: Forte (Sub) Episode 002 - Watch Sora no Otoshimono: Forte (Sub) Episode 002 online in high quality
Sora no Otoshimono: Forte (Sub) Episode 002 - Watch Sora no Otoshimono: Forte (Sub) Episode 002 online in high quality
11:47: I feel like I need to learn from the MC and control my desires too. :( NoKappa Being very serious here.
11:47: I feel like I need to learn from the MC and control my desires too. :( NoKappa Being very serious here.
(Work in Progress) [Extremely Serious] An Open Letter to All Singaporeans.
THIS IS A WORK IN PROGRESS, TAKE THESE WITH A GRAIN OF SALT BEFORE ITS ACTUALLY FINISHED.
Dear Mr/Ms,
An Open Letter to All Singaporeans from a Hikikomori.
Must get A for each subject
Comparing of PSLE scores to rate good schools from bad schools -.-
Emphasis of paper qualifications, must get degree as bare minimum these days.
Must be number 1 in most things, eg. number 1 airport, etc.
Culture of Kiasu, being "scared to lose out", makes us competitive which is a double edged sword, leading for us to have a good economy but at the expense of more mentally ill people.
However I would prefer authoritarian rule because it provides law and order and stability.
Germans in Weimar Germany may have voted for Nazis because they wanted stability and law and order when Germany was weakened after WWI and under the democratic Weimar Republic.
However, if I were to be involved in politics, I would be moderate but leaning towards authoritarianism (for now).
Dear Mr/Ms,
An Open Letter to All Singaporeans from a Hikikomori.
Fast paced society with perfectionist/high expectations cite examples
Examples of perfectionist/high expectations:Must get A for each subject
Comparing of PSLE scores to rate good schools from bad schools -.-
Emphasis of paper qualifications, must get degree as bare minimum these days.
Must be number 1 in most things, eg. number 1 airport, etc.
Culture of Kiasu, being "scared to lose out", makes us competitive which is a double edged sword, leading for us to have a good economy but at the expense of more mentally ill people.
Make reference to Lee Kuan Yew, say maybe his authoritarian rule, detaining political opponent's, make it harder for us to speak up, link to OB
Say strive for excellence not perfection
Start with self introduction say how i last minute revise for o levels, say syllabus should reward preparation but give chance to people like me
Say it could be because of how orderly and strict we are that's why our arts scene and overall creativity is poor because we just have the follower mindset However I would prefer authoritarian rule because it provides law and order and stability.
Germans in Weimar Germany may have voted for Nazis because they wanted stability and law and order when Germany was weakened after WWI and under the democratic Weimar Republic.
However, if I were to be involved in politics, I would be moderate but leaning towards authoritarianism (for now).
[Serious] Semester 2.2 Polytechnic Results
I just saw my results for this semester and honestly its okay
Honestly* (as in when you think about the effort I put in) but the sad thing is there's this Grade Point Average (GPA) which is something like your Grade "A,B", and it dropped by 0.02 compared to the previous semester, and my cumulative GPA is 3.54, which is bad if I'm going to apply for a University Degree Business Course with a cut off GPA of 3.71+
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wXVQNSlFJ6M
^ that is the music that is going on in my head now after realising how drastic the situation is
It reeks of devastation and destruction.
Its one of those songs I listen to when I'm in a sad/depressed mood.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bW6rwAljgHE
^ the background music of that comes to mind also when it reeks of emergency.
Honestly* (as in when you think about the effort I put in) but the sad thing is there's this Grade Point Average (GPA) which is something like your Grade "A,B", and it dropped by 0.02 compared to the previous semester, and my cumulative GPA is 3.54, which is bad if I'm going to apply for a University Degree Business Course with a cut off GPA of 3.71+
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wXVQNSlFJ6M
^ that is the music that is going on in my head now after realising how drastic the situation is
It reeks of devastation and destruction.
Its one of those songs I listen to when I'm in a sad/depressed mood.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bW6rwAljgHE
^ the background music of that comes to mind also when it reeks of emergency.
[Serious] Inside the Drug War in Southeast Asia
1:44 is another example of why older people worldwide would say that USA is a "bad policeman" or "bad big brother" of the world.
What is a Game?: Crash Course Games #1
Games :), this video is an eye opener to those who look down on gaming.
[Serious] The War Against Boko Haram (Full Length)
Title says all, and again I used to watch a few of these.
[Serious] Did Humanity Descend From Aliens?
A picture speaks a thousand words, let these moving pictures get your flow of thoughts going.
[Serious] Reasons to Remain Single
Not sure what to make/understand from this, but it won't help our declining birth rates in Singapore.
Personally, I would get married if I could solve my own personality problems, but like the video said, its better to not get involved in a relationship for the purpose of not letting your own personality negatively affect the other person in that relationship.
[Serious] The Weakness of Strength
An interesting video on how Weakness and Strengths come hand in hand together as a single package.
Monday, April 4, 2016
CSGO: LG vs Na Vi MLG CSGO Mar 2016
I think flamie might have choked/cried/ broke down in distress just now, as I saw another Na Vi manager come up to provide some sort of support to him.
Just my two cents worth, but I think LG will take it. - 3:54 am.
4:43 am:
Desk said flamie was alone by himself for a period of time, so I guess my inference might be true.
LG won 16-2, and Na Vi, as expected, was a toxic team, and I think if my inference was correct, their toxicity may have affected flamie as one of their star players, since he's a young player around 18...
I also felt Na Vi played too sloppy against NiP which also influenced my final pick of LG over Na Vi.
I'm going to spend a ton on LG stickers maybe, we'll see after the analysis, and I fucking agree so much with what the analyst desk has said. (R lewis and thoorin)
4:46 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: FUCKING STOMPED
4:46 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: STOMPED
4:46 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: LG STOMPED NA VI 16-2
4:46 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: I DIDN'T EVEN EXPECT THIS
4:46 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: INSANE
4:46 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: I was prepared to stay up until 6 am
4:46 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: but tihis ended fast
4:46 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: so I can sleep
4:47 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: thanks so much LG
4:47 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: :DDDD
4:47 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: it would be icing on the cake
4:47 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: if my fantasy could be silver at least :(
4:47 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: flamie played horrible
4:47 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: he tilited as my commando pick
10:32 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: I just happy
10:32 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: NiP made it to playoffs again
10:33 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: god THREAT
10:33 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: seriously
10:33 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: his overpass game
10:33 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: against mouz
10:33 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: mouz should be ashamed they lost to a coach who only played 8 hours of CSGO, despite being a pro CS 1.6 player in the past, because 1.6 and GO's mechanics so different.
Just my two cents worth, but I think LG will take it. - 3:54 am.
4:43 am:
Desk said flamie was alone by himself for a period of time, so I guess my inference might be true.
LG won 16-2, and Na Vi, as expected, was a toxic team, and I think if my inference was correct, their toxicity may have affected flamie as one of their star players, since he's a young player around 18...
I also felt Na Vi played too sloppy against NiP which also influenced my final pick of LG over Na Vi.
I'm going to spend a ton on LG stickers maybe, we'll see after the analysis, and I fucking agree so much with what the analyst desk has said. (R lewis and thoorin)
4:46 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: FUCKING STOMPED
4:46 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: STOMPED
4:46 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: LG STOMPED NA VI 16-2
4:46 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: I DIDN'T EVEN EXPECT THIS
4:46 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: INSANE
4:46 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: I was prepared to stay up until 6 am
4:46 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: but tihis ended fast
4:46 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: so I can sleep
4:47 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: thanks so much LG
4:47 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: :DDDD
4:47 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: it would be icing on the cake
4:47 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: if my fantasy could be silver at least :(
4:47 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: flamie played horrible
4:47 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: he tilited as my commando pick
10:32 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: I just happy
10:32 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: NiP made it to playoffs again
10:33 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: god THREAT
10:33 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: seriously
10:33 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: his overpass game
10:33 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: against mouz
10:33 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: mouz should be ashamed they lost to a coach who only played 8 hours of CSGO, despite being a pro CS 1.6 player in the past, because 1.6 and GO's mechanics so different.
Friday, April 1, 2016
CSGO: Gamers2 vs VP chat with other fans AND AFTERMATH
: the big things/issues are the kills and all, the small things are the timings, knowledge/game sense, economy management
8:37 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: but GTR is still a solid player
8:37 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: always gonna be a fan of NiP
8:37 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: GTR in particular
8:37 AM - getamped98: yeah people still say get right is considered number 1 but some people switched from get right to gaurdian
8:37 AM - getamped98: or fnatic players
8:37 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: I would say
8:38 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: there is no clear top 1
8:38 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: its all based on personal opinion
8:38 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: because even in fnatic
8:38 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: if you ask me
8:38 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: I think its olofm,krimz and flusha show
8:38 AM - getamped98: yeah but i can gaurantee that gaurdian is top 3
8:38 AM - getamped98: atleast
8:38 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: nah
8:38 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: I wouldn't say that
8:38 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: I would say within top 10-20
8:38 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: and even then there will be sharing of ranks
8:39 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: ie. 2-3 olofm & Guardian
8:39 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: that is a more fair way to rank it
10:08 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: Fiffy making good comments
10:09 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: I always don't understand why Ex6tenz cannot use Scream properly
10:09 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: that's why I said maybe Scream could try play with Happy, a free for all style might be better for him
10:53 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: G2 just need to reset their mind
10:53 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: and win pistol
10:53 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: for T side
10:53 AM - GunnerLord™: ez ex6
10:53 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: GOD6TENZ
10:53 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: THAT IS DAMN GOOD
10:53 AM - GunnerLord™: but isit abit late
10:53 AM - GunnerLord™: idek
10:54 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: BECAUSE HE SAVE THE AWP
10:54 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: AND HE KILL2 PLAYER
10:54 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: I KNOW TOO LATE BUT
10:54 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: THIS KIND OF THING
10:54 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: CAN INSPIRE THE TEAM
YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW ANGRY I AM WITH HENRYG FOR JINXING IT WITH THE CASTER'S CURSE SwiftRage WutFace DansGame NotLikeThis
Gamers 2 BibleThump
Lets hope French CS will do a roster change with
G2:
-scream and smithz
+carryS and apex
nV:
+ Scream (could work with Happy having a free for all playstyle that might suit Scream better since he's so aim reliant and because it has worked with Scream in Kinguin and G2)
8:37 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: but GTR is still a solid player
8:37 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: always gonna be a fan of NiP
8:37 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: GTR in particular
8:37 AM - getamped98: yeah people still say get right is considered number 1 but some people switched from get right to gaurdian
8:37 AM - getamped98: or fnatic players
8:37 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: I would say
8:38 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: there is no clear top 1
8:38 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: its all based on personal opinion
8:38 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: because even in fnatic
8:38 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: if you ask me
8:38 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: I think its olofm,krimz and flusha show
8:38 AM - getamped98: yeah but i can gaurantee that gaurdian is top 3
8:38 AM - getamped98: atleast
8:38 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: nah
8:38 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: I wouldn't say that
8:38 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: I would say within top 10-20
8:38 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: and even then there will be sharing of ranks
8:39 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: ie. 2-3 olofm & Guardian
8:39 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: that is a more fair way to rank it
10:08 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: Fiffy making good comments
10:09 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: I always don't understand why Ex6tenz cannot use Scream properly
10:09 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: that's why I said maybe Scream could try play with Happy, a free for all style might be better for him
10:53 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: G2 just need to reset their mind
10:53 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: and win pistol
10:53 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: for T side
10:53 AM - GunnerLord™: ez ex6
10:53 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: GOD6TENZ
10:53 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: THAT IS DAMN GOOD
10:53 AM - GunnerLord™: but isit abit late
10:53 AM - GunnerLord™: idek
10:54 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: BECAUSE HE SAVE THE AWP
10:54 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: AND HE KILL2 PLAYER
10:54 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: I KNOW TOO LATE BUT
10:54 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: THIS KIND OF THING
10:54 AM - A 75YrOld ひきこもりMLG CS Major!!!!!: CAN INSPIRE THE TEAM
YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW ANGRY I AM WITH HENRYG FOR JINXING IT WITH THE CASTER'S CURSE SwiftRage WutFace DansGame NotLikeThis
Gamers 2 BibleThump
Lets hope French CS will do a roster change with
G2:
-scream and smithz
+carryS and apex
nV:
+ Scream (could work with Happy having a free for all playstyle that might suit Scream better since he's so aim reliant and because it has worked with Scream in Kinguin and G2)
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